liar + user = loser

The title might give you a warning message of: "Stop! Do not proceed. Angry woman inside!"

To tell you the truth, I am upset. There was an incident the other day at work. My co-worker asked me to list down all the tasks we do inside the cash office. The next morning, I typed everything in a hurry and it was like around 4 pages. So, when I came to work she asked me for it and she took a look at it. I thought she was going to pass my work along with hers, I was supposed to pass it anyway to our supervisor. Later on that day, I was talking to another co-worker, I told her I typed some work procedures that morning and her eyes grew big, she took out a folded paper from her pocket, it turned out it was mine. She confessed that she heard my co-worker passing it to our supervisor and saying she finished it and she made some copies. I was so furious! What happened to giving credit where credit is due? She gets mad herself at people who lie to her face. Now who's doing it now? But that's OK. Everybody knows what she did. Such a shame. And don't worry, I didn't retaliate, because that's not my cup of tea. Always remember, what goes around comes around. LOL

glimmer of hope

Well, I finally passed my application for an opening of a higher level at work. I'm currently a GS-04, and I applied for a full time Lead store associate which is a 5. It's hard to get that one, I've been waiting for a full time position for such a long time now. What I hate about myself is I lack the confidence. My husband and the rest of my friends at work boosts my confidence that I can do it. But just by looking at the greater responsibilities you have to face when you land the job - It seems so scary! Then, learning who are those people who are applying for the position, I suddenly just lose faith in myself. I know how to accept failures, so If I don't get the job I guess It's not meant for me and there will be more openings the next time around. Before I passed my application, I had to make sure my assessment questionnaire is complete and my resume updated. All I have to do now is wait. (sigh) I'm such a nervous wreck, I need to scrap!

Undecisive

I'm happy and sad at the same time. I was offered something really great today, but at the same time You can have enemies at the end. What's worse is... I have to do it while being the same grade. I know you're not getting me right now, but just let me rant. In short, I'm getting a position that's supposed to be done by a higher grade. It's not fair. If they offered me a higher grade, I'll surely do it in a heart beat. But if you won't get anything from it, forget it. It's not worth my time. I'm not taking any chances. I don't want to be stressed out because of that. I'm still working under a 24 hours contract, still waiting to be 30 hours. I hope it pulls through, It's just not fair being 24 hours when you have a lot of work going on. (sigh) I said I needed time to think, but The answer is NO... I was flattered when I was asked about it, but It's a tough job and somebody else higher than me needs to do that. :(

Reese and Kit-kat

Guess who I met last night?? It was my old blog friend, Reese! She entered the commissary around 7:45 pm 15 minutes until closing time, she was with her hubby and her cutie son. I finally met her! we b after a foth hugged. After a few years on keeping in touch online I finally met the loving, sweet Reese! I knew I would meet her someday. Too bad none of us had cameras on us plus I was working and she was in a hurry. I would hope to see her again someday and maybe have lunch with her or something. Nice to meet you, sis Reese! I'm so gald to meet you finally in person. :) She's my 2nd online friend that I've met in person and they're both military wives.

angry + happy

I'm pissed... because a few days ago my laptop crashed because I clicked on something and took over my whole computer with spyware! wiped out most of my files grrrr.... hubby was about to sleep but I asked him to fix it, he was a bit irritable (of course, who wouldn't?) but he did manage to get up and restore my computer. I actually cried when he told me that everything was wiped out, he teased me after that because I acted like a baby. I cried under the sheets and he was irritated at me for doing that. Well, I do blame myself for not backing up my files and It's a lesson to be learned. Luckily I had back ups of all my family pictures, thank God. What really hit me so bad was all my digital scrapbook files, the hoarded freebie kits and A lot of the kits and elements I bought from my favorite shops - ALL GONE! I do have a back up of SOME kits that I purchased, but A lot of my favorite ones are goooooone! booooo.
Anyhoo, I'm happy because I start work tomorrow at the SD naval base commissary (fingers crossed) I hope my first day would turn out ok. It's a large store like Pearl Harbor commissary and I am very privileged to get to work there. Now, gotta get some sleep! take care and God bless....

Aloha, Hawaii!

This was taken on my potluck (Sept. 15, 2009) Hello Kitty cupcakes courtesy of Shawn and Jan, my lil best friends at work. Thank you, my Pearl Harbor commissary family! Until we meet again! mahalo nui loa!

I'm too tired to update my blog with pics as well as my flickr. In just a few hours our internet will be gone so I'll be on hiatus for about a month, we leave the island around Sept. 29th. I'll be focusing more on losing weight once I get to the mainland, so bid me goodluck and hoping I could lose A LOT. Thank you, friends! It was a great ride and I will miss all of you...

bye, Pearl Harbor...

Farewell, My Friends © Mild G. Calingo

My friends to you I bid goodbye To the friendship that brought me sky The year has been swell As if coming from a wishing well But as all things do I have to bid adieu How it pains me to But there's nothing I can do Thank you for the memories The laughter and the tears They'll linger in my heart As if we never part If by chance we meet again May it be full of blessings in the rain Yet for now all that I can say Is to God for you I'll pray.

Just feeling a lil emotional right now since my last day on the 15th. I actually cried when my friend from work hugged me that night before we all parted ways. I can't believe I am moving away from them... they are all my best friends and To me they are my second family. I would never forget them. I am so blessed meeting them. I sure treasure The kindness and hospitality they've showed me after all these years. When I came to work friday, I was surprised to see that there were signs for my potluck everywhere! We were supposed to have a little gathering in the cash cage instead on my last day but I guess they wanted to do it the next day. Hubby cooked spaghetti that saturday morning and he helped me drop it off before lunch time. I got a text from Jan saying that I had to come at 12 noon. As soon as I went home, I went straight to the shower and of course I arrived at 12:30 at work, there were lots of food and there were about 3 cakes in total. I received a lot of lei's that day... I feel sooooo sad. On my last day, we had a little potluck in the cash cage My supervisor brought us haupia and Chantilly cake, Jan brought me a gift basket filled with island goodies plus popeyes chicken, ate Ana brought her pancit while I brought garlic buttered shrimp and rice. I promised that night was the last pig out night. I feel so big (because I am really BIG, seriously.) Today I started doing some crunches and some stretches, tomorrow I start my 3 mile walks and that will be everyday from now on. You don't really see a lot of pictures in me lately because I hate myself in pictures... I totally blew it, big time.

Well, I received some gifts as well the best one was a huge picture with a Hawaiian woman on the front, all around it front and back was filled with the sweetest messages from the whole store. Jo ann was behind that gift and It was so sweet of her, too... She was also real emotional on the day of my potluck, I saw her teary eyed. After all these years working with her, I never did know how emotional she was. She was a workaholic and a lot of people don't really get a long with her. But I love her, we all do... They say, you never fully know a person until you've worked with them. That was so true. Thank you so much, my Pearl Harbor commissary family I would never forget you all...

Since I'm officially off from work I might just update my flickr now! maybe after fixing some of my files here I'll get to it soon. :)

Dale Carnegie CS training course

Had our Dale Carnegie customer service Training course yesterday. It was my day off so it kinda sucked for me to be at work for 8 long hours. boo. But you know what? It sure went well! I expected it to be a boring class but it wasn't. My class consisted of all associates from different parts of the store as well as the management, they were all there. It was very nice to interact

I did admire the trainers, they sure were passionate talking 8 hours almost everyday with every group. It was a fun class, more on group talks, more on interactions than just listening to the trainer up front. and they would rotate us with different people every now and then. It was funny coz we had to give out scenarios based from what we've learned and we have to apply the best example on what we had to do to correct it. I had to speak twice coz I got voted for team captain, I tried not to be a trouble maker (lol). It was nice working with the superiors at work, at least that way the management and their employees can exchange what really goes on from both parties.

It's my day off today, that means, cleaning the house and laundry for me. bummer.

special recap

Gosh, time sure flies by when you're having fun! :) I miss blogging so much, and I miss visiting my sisters online. offline life has been very busy so I'm here to just give you guys a lil recap of what's been happening lately. Last August 17 was my brother Gully's 1st year death anniversary, I'm so sad coz I haven't finished his memorial site yet, will make sure I get that done before we leave Hawaii. That day came a special surprise, I'm pretty sure Gully asked this from God because it HAD to happen on that day! :) the night before my supervisor came up to me and told me if I can come to work to speak to our director she wasn't sure what it was about and from hearing that news I felt a sudden swirl of butterflies inside me, I felt sick to the stomach.

So the next morning, the visitors from headquarters came and visited our store, every one of us came up to them and presented them a lei. An hour and a half later I finally got called to the training room, and I couldn't believe it I was chosen among the recognized employees from our store, I was sooooo happy you couldn't even imagine! I received a gold and silver coin, It was a special moment for me and I thanked God for that.

Next was August 20, my son's 6th birthday. We dropped off the treats and ice cream at school in the morning and in the afternoon we went to Dave and Buster's and played some games. When we went home we had a small round chocolate and vanilla cake and took a few family pictures. Awesome day I'd say. :)

We're leaving the Island officially on the 29th. I finally got my request for transfer to another Commissary, I'm just praying that I'd get a spot right away to one of the commissaries in San Diego. So happy I can retain my status and not resign anymore. I'm gonna pass it tomorrow to our secretary, (crosses fingers) hope I can get a position right away.

I'll keep in touch... will post pics on facebook and flickr. ;)

wishing and hoping

Wishing and hoping. The title pretty much sounds like one of Chikai's blog hehee...

I just finished applying online for the temporary job announcement: Lead store associate that just opened at our store. I've been working for 5 years now at the commissary and I am just truly praying so hard that I can get it. GS-05 is a good position at our place, it's not bad. It's a temporary spot not to exceed 1 year and can be made permanent without further competition. A lot of people from work has been encouraging me to try it out, and I was surprised, blessed them :) one of them was L who is now a temporary supervisory associate alongside with M who owned the spot I am applying for, she really begged me to apply for it... aww, how sweet...

I am such a nervous wreck right now since I found out that the whole GS-04 from our admin office are going to apply for it not to mention they have all been here fr almost 15 to 20 years now, yikes.. I am trying my best not to be too confident about this, it's up to God whoever he chooses to get it. I'm contented with my current work, being in the cash cage handling a big sum of money, I'm the youngest that ever got the GS-04 teller spot back in 2005. A lot of my co-workers said that I was very lucky to get that spot since most of them had to work around 10 years the most just to get promoted. Customer Service is hard work. Well, we can all say that there is no easy job at all, right? plus, it's only a 10 minute drive from our place, avoiding the traffic jam (yeahh) *fingers crossed* but, whoever gets it there will be no hard feelings, I'll still wait for a slot that will be truly mine. ;)

hello, saturday

my SIL just sent a box filled with chocolates, cookies, shirts and the PSP for hubby and Nate, today the other box arrived which is the XBOX, I tell ya they have all kinds of video game consoles you can think of. they're pretty updated every time a new one comes out. now, they usually pass it onto us, for my son, hubbykins and bro plays video games most of the time. definitely not me. I'm no gamer. here's Nate seriously playing.



I was setting up the internet connection on our PSP, had some troubles on it coz hubbykins was too darn lazy to help me, so somehow tinkering it a bit helped. read a few tips on the net, the best way was to do a hard reboot on our linksys wireless router for about 30 seconds or so, and when I connected... ta-da! yayy, finally!



I can finally browse the net without turning on my laptop, weeeee! I can read my messages whenever I want to. cute! anyways, I forgot to mention how our mothers day went. pretty cool. nothing much happened, except I was at work. a lot of people didn't know I was a mom! they kept on greeting the elderly ones, and the others were like.. "Kit, you're a mom, right? oh sorry we didn't know!" and then they'll all start hugging me, so funny. a lot of people, mostly students thought that I'm just a regular student, which I'm not. They'll be so surprised like whaaaaaaat??? You would think they've never met a young mom before. hello, I'm 25, not that young anymore. sheesh.

Eunice, please bear with me for I am fixing your subdomains, somehow there are problems going on, I need to resolve it. You'll be blogging in no time as soon as I get to fix it. Francesca, I emailed you already regarding your domain. thank you!

Hope everyone has a nice weekend and a great week ahead. God bless...

and oh, I also updated on my other BLOG pls. let me know if you wanna link exchange. I'll be happy to!

what a day

That was yesterday. We had a tent sale out on the parking lot for 2 days and I went to work around 4pm. Little did I know that the parking lot was swarmed with people! Well guess what time we finished work? 12:30 Am, I'm so glad we didn't go overboard like 2 am like before. We're supposed to go home around 10:30 but since we had mountain piles of coupon bags, tills, partials (mind you, there was ony 2 of us) you can't expect us to finish right away with all the other distractions coming in, like the refunds, phone calls, fixing cashier errors, balancing the safe, price checks, troubleshooting the machines, we're running all over the place like chickens without heads! that's the reason why I always wear pants and shirts at work plus rubbershoes coz we run around all the time, trying to finish everything as we can. I'm telling you we don't get paid much in our area, not to mention when there's no manager's available we have to deal with customer complaints. goodness.

But you know what, eventhough I don't have a professional job, it's all worth it. The pay is pretty fine to me. I learned to be more patient, I meet a lot of great customers, meet a lot of good friends at work... When I cried I stood up and just forget about it, it is time to move on inspite of the trials that came my way. I learned how to say I CAN DO IT. we do get stressed about it... but what can we do? I'm pretty sure all jobs are as stressful as mine. We learn from our mistakes, we just laugh out loud with the problems we encounter. There is no EASY job. No matter how hard your job is, you have to learn how to say thank you coz you HAVE a job.

I'm quite contented on where I'm at right now. I don't really dream big. I dream of going back to school, but that'll be later, it's never too late to go back to school. It's so funny like my former manager a few years back when she moved to Virginia, I wouldn't forget the day she told me, I had a potential on becoming part of the management staff. One day, she told me someday I would move on to the top, I remembered I just got promoted at that time, she told me it was only the beginning and I have to work my way up really hard. strive harder to achieve it. She was right, everything will fall into it's place someday. I'm eyeing on a position right now, I actually applied for it, I doubt I will get it though since I am just working at our place for almost 5 years now. My co-worker buddy will sure get it since she's been working for DECA for about 10 years now. promotions are slow since nobody wants to give their positions up. But that's ok, If I don't get it then that's ok. I'm still happy, all I have to do is just wait for another position to open up.

ms. sicky pants

Yep, I have a terrible cold right now. I went home around 1:45 this afternoon, my supervisor approved me leaving early since my reliever for the next shift arrived. I started at 7 am, and I kid you not it's so freakin' hard getting up in the morning! especially when you have 2 straight weeks of night shifts, then all of a sudden you get transitioned to mornin shift. goodness, I ain't no morning person, I tell ya... anyways, my day started out so bad with terrible sneezes, left my body shivering throughtout the whole day. I had a student trainee in the cash cage today and It's a good thing I taught her everything, she's such a sweet girl (thanks, Maile) she quickly absorbed the duties I taught her, and she really helped me a lot. When I went home my hubby surprised me with the house a bit cleaned (aww) he even cleaned out the exhaust fan in our bathroom, thank God. and our 2 fans in our bedroom, too. after eating I freshened up and drank my medicine with plenty of water. then got a 2 and a half hour nap, did some cross stitch while dear hubbykins played his PS2, and the little one besides me irritating me like crazy. so far my headaches gone, so are the chills. now to get rid of this awful cold!

hmmmmm..... lately I've been doing a lot of lurking around blogsites, I rarely comment... I am much happier lurking than commenting, I am pretty sure you guys are the same, too. I still wanna babble away but shoots, look at the time... 12:56 am and I really need my rest now. later, peeps... and oh... =)

HAPPY SAINT PATTY's DAY!!!

a stinky situation

Oh gosh, my mom is currently cooking Danggit and it stinks like hell! She just opened the bedroom door which I am currently finishing a few pending tasks, I didn't know she was cooking it, oh golly it sure stinks. I love danggit very much but that one.. phew.. anyways, my mom informed me that she has to stop cooking it or else our neighbors will protest (lol) I wish we live in a regular house, so we can do whatever we want, here in the condo we're very much intimidated to cook dried fish like daing and tuyo lol. So afraid they will smell it. I told her it'll be fine as long as she opens the windows and turns on the exhaust fan. oh, I just heard the click of the stove being turned off, thank good ness! I remembered this one hispanic lady at work was sitting down and eating lunch with me, one of the baggers came in and opened her tupperware which filled the room with the smell of bagoong and tuyo, somthing like that. As soon as the lady went to the bathroom... boy, my co worker gave a stink eye towards the tupperware. I told her why don't she move into the next break room if it really stank so bad, but she told me she'll stay because the time she moves in the next break room her 15 minutes will be over. hehee, so funny!

ho-hum

It was my first time working with D again (she's korean, by the way) anyways it's been a few weeks since they had a closed door meeting with us (minus me) in the cash cage, coz I had to fetch my hubbykins from his work. from what I heard they had a serious meeting, with yelling and crying... and What L told me that D was telling our supervisor and manager that she was always the bad guy, say what?? Inside the cash cage there's about 9 of us, all of us are against her because of her poor work ethics. She's a really nice person but she always finds a way to buy your friendship, you know. Why do we end up hating her? as much as possible even if we find ways to calm ourselves down and try to like her she ends up breaking our trust in the end. here's why...

1. She always comes in early or late, then ends up vanishing for about 20 minutes or so after arriving at work.
2. When she gets a phone call from a customer, she ends up passing it to us and says she doesn't understand what the customer is saying.
3. When there's a customer at the window, she pretends she doesn't see them.
4. When she starts something she ends up passing that duty to us.
5. She ends up stressed when there isn't anything to stress about.
6. She has poor customer service, she tends to yell at the customer if they get a lil uptight about something.
7. Working for 6 years in the cash cage, I am so surprised to know that she doesn't know how to process coupon payments, she comes to me for help because she knows I'll say YES.
8. She talks stories behind everybody's back.
9. When she gives you something or buys you coffee, she's very nice. but when she makes a mistake and we try to inform her nicely, she ends up bringing the subject back on how she treats us with coffee and all (how lame is that?) that's why sometimes it's good to say no.
10. She doesn't know how to communicate, she tells us that she's a hardworker when seriously she's not.
11. She's a fake! When you first meet her you'd think she would be your bestfriend to the end.
12. She tends to be such a bossy woman. When there are newcomers she feels like she can make them her own lil puppets, do this do that blah blahh...

And now, folks.. that's the reason why we hate her. One day she asked ate L

"Why do you guys hate me? is it because I'm korean??" no hunnie, we're not racists ok. We try our best to love every person we work with because it's hard working when you loathe someone at work, you only end up being stressed, and I don't need that. I focus to love my work and my friends better inspite of all that. I want harmony when we're working, it gives us positive vibes and we never create major mistakes that can jeopardize our whole day..

So When I got to work with her I thought I would see a totally changed person. I guess you can't change a person after all. She's still doing all those things. so we decided to keep a low profile, when she asks us something we will answer her, but for talking stories and all that jazz, forget it. Maybe someday, she will change. I pity her, coz she's a christian and she talks about God often, but she doesn't practice what she preaches.

OMG! @__@

We were having some trouble with the system early yesterday, 2 of of my work associates (a filipina and a korean) were trying to figure out what had happened that night before, while they were discussing it in front of the admin's lead supervisory associate they were arguing in a rude matter, shouting and all I felt like I'm in a middle of a cheese sandwich, I wanted them to stop! I was also explaining a few matters to her, a few hours later they made up but then a surprise came up to them, an Employee Disciplinary Action letter was sent to them because of their behavior earlier at work. According to the letter they are going to be separated from their each other working different shifts. I love them very much but somehow they are totally different from each other, when I work with them they are like cats and dogs, there aren't any harmony in the room coz they can't stand each other when they work together. they fight, then later they make up. oh, brother.

yikes!

Hello, everyone! I missed you guys! sorry for not being able to visit you when I can, I only log in and make up with my assignments, my time on the computer every day is about total of 30 minutes, 15 minutes in the morning and 15 at night. Eversince we started training for our IBM system we've been working sometimes 10 to 12 hours straight, for the past 3 weeks we only had one day off for each week, we are always called on at work. Imagine that? I am sooooo tired. =/ and of course I am feeling sicky every now and then coz of the stress we're handling right now. I want to blog some more but there's just not enought time, I'll try my best tomorrow morning to update again. I'm starting to feel my jeans loosen up a bit. hurrayyy! I miss blogging, I miss bloghopping, I miss scrapping my heart out... If you got a mybloglog you can see that I drop by sometimes on your pages but can't make comments. (sigh) there's just too much to do but so little time. darn it! hopefully everything will be ok in the next few days. my son made me and his papa happy! I actually dared him if he can read the word: b-a-t (not on paper, I was just spelling it by mouth) and lo and behold out of the blue he quickly responsed BAT!, and I was like @_@ woahh! are my ears deceiving me or what? so I tried it one more time, c-a-t then he thought for a few seconds, CAT!, and so I tried dog, bet, bad, etc. he mainly got them all correct, and We were such happy parents ever. our lil boy is growing up... sorry, I'm just too emotional right now... I'll keep up with you tommorrow.. be back with a new post. hopefully. and oh yeah, yesterday I was almost got engaged with an accident down by Nimitz highway, I was driving of course to pick up hubbykins then It was all smooth driving, we were in a green arrow light driving 35 mph then all of a sudden a white car zoomed past the car in front me breaking all the way! shoot, the car in front of me was a close call, the last thing I heard was the long honking sound in front of me, so scary. That stupid driver who drove past in front us drove past a RED LIGHT! grrr, I am so pissed, really there are really a lot of idiotic drivers out there. mostly a lot who are on their cellphones, PLEASE DO NOT USE YOUR CELLPHONE WHILE DRIVING! you don't know what it can cause, believe me... if you love your self and you still wanna live.. pls refrain from using your cellphones. anyways, enough ranting.. gotta sleep now. love you guys! take care and God bless!

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birthday boy!

Nathan's birthday turned out great, but tiring. I had to wake up 5:30 am, drop hubby at work (at the airport) went back to sleep for 3 hours. woke up and brought the whole family to church. drove to pearl city and bought groceries. had to bring the stuff back at home, went back again around 2:30 to Golden Coin to pick up Nathan's cake. I didn't even know a full sheet was that big! never again, I tell ya, never again will I buy cake that big. =/ so me and my mom carefully picked the box of cake up to our condo, man that was a heavy box! I suffered from terrible shoulder cramps the next day, It was so painful, really. So around 4:00 pm I drove back to pick hubbykins up, took Nathan to toysrus and I say, we were really proud of our munchkin coz he didn't wanna buy toys! he opted to get the spiderman sofa instead. my hubby insisted he gets the toy, but he shook his head and said "no", he really wants the sofa instead. aww, my lil boy is growing up... my SIL asked me on her email when are we gonna make baby # 2. probably next year when Nathan turns 5. goshhh, time is flying by so fast! so anyways, pictures below.

sorry for the lack of updates, we were so busy at work, we had eye strains and painful head aches from our training, we had to do simulations on each IBM laptop, crap I can't believe our new system is so hard. I hope we can make it. the best part of it, it's all touch screens. how nice. oh well, more room for knowledge, am I right? I'll visit you guys later... enjoy! God bless!

lil recap

Jamie from work bought me some cookies from the big island. man, I wanna go visit the other islands, see what it's like. hubby promised me we will on our day off, weee I'm excited. but when? hahaaa =P these are chocolate dipped macadamia cookies, they make you drool and thirsty, I consume a whole bottle of water by eating a piece of this, imagine that =). sooooo, we had a nice 4th of July. I was working of course, but that's ok coz it's time and a half anyway, no biggie. me, Leona and Candice had a nice time coz we brought food and had a lil potluck of our own since we had to work on a holiday, rats. I brought bbq pork, fried rice, Leona had her manapuas, cookies and brownies, noodles, lemon cake, Candice brought some lime chicken (yum yum. =) we finished early, instead of going home at 11 we finished around 9:30, we had the chance to watch the fireworks show held at Pearl Harbor, it was fantastic. too bad I didn't bring my camera, shucks. Here's some pics from the day we went to Northshore.

my boys swimming

I'll add pics later at my multiply gallery, I'm just too lazy right now =P. thank you for all the wonderfu visits, guys! love yah all!

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heart broken =/

Why is it When you like someone that certain person likes someone else? nope, it's not me, silly... It's my friend at work, she was so excited last night she told me she has a crush on someone that works in the warehouse and she can't hold on to it any longer, she wanted to voice out what she really felt. me and my other filipina workmate was like talking to her. convincing her not to spill out the beans just yet. We told her she has a point but since we love her we don't want her to get hurt. She told us what's the point of keeping it in sooner or later he'll find out eventually. so this afternoon she told me that she already confessed what she felt to M. and I asked, "is it good or bad?" I felt so bad for her coz her eyes were in tears although she was holdin' it back, I can sense it. She told me that M didn't say a lot about it but instead told her about this one girl at work that he really liked. bummer. She wanted to leave for Germany for a 3 week vacation to see her sister who's stationed there. she was really sad today. she wanted to get away with everything, poor thing. I know how she feels... anyways, there's so many fishies in the sea.



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