Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts

liar + user = loser




The title might give you a warning message of: "Stop! Do not proceed. Angry woman inside!"

To tell you the truth, I am upset. There was an incident the other day at work. My co-worker asked me to list down all the tasks we do inside the cash office. The next morning, I typed everything in a hurry and it was like around 4 pages. So, when I came to work she asked me for it and she took a look at it. I thought she was going to pass my work along with hers, I was supposed to pass it anyway to our supervisor. Later on that day, I was talking to another co-worker, I told her I typed some work procedures that morning and her eyes grew big, she took out a folded paper from her pocket, it turned out it was mine. She confessed that she heard my co-worker passing it to our supervisor and saying she finished it and she made some copies. I was so furious! What happened to giving credit where credit is due? She gets mad herself at people who lie to her face. Now who's doing it now? But that's OK. Everybody knows what she did. Such a shame. And don't worry, I didn't retaliate, because that's not my cup of tea. Always remember, what goes around comes around. LOL

Dreams do come true


Sometimes. Everybody knows that. Dreams can tell our future, mostly it interprets the way we feel, It all grinds down to emotions. Sometimes when you dream about bad and traumatic situations doesn't mean it'll happen in real life. Coming from a family who believes in superstitions It's not bad to believe in some of these and do what you can to counter it. But often times I don't believe in it, because the more you believe in it the more it will come true. You just give more power to make it come true. It sounds scary, doesn't it?

I do believe in some dreams, and I do take it seriously. One time when I was still young my mom dreamed about a turtle lying on it's back and my mom prayed so hard because she knew someone was going to die in our family, a few days later we found out my grandfather was so sick my mom took off a few days to the province. Later on, he passed away. I dreamed that my teeth fell out one by one but nobody really died, I guess it was just telling me about my fears in life. My parents owned a dream dictionary back then and every time we had a dream we would look for what it means. I still do today, I look it up online and there are hundreds of meanings out there. It doesn't hurt to believe but sometimes you just have to have faith in the Lord.

wishing and hoping


Wishing and hoping. The title pretty much sounds like one of Chikai's blog hehee...

I just finished applying online for the temporary job announcement: Lead store associate that just opened at our store. I've been working for 5 years now at the commissary and I am just truly praying so hard that I can get it. GS-05 is a good position at our place, it's not bad. It's a temporary spot not to exceed 1 year and can be made permanent without further competition. A lot of people from work has been encouraging me to try it out, and I was surprised, blessed them :) one of them was L who is now a temporary supervisory associate alongside with M who owned the spot I am applying for, she really begged me to apply for it... aww, how sweet...

I am such a nervous wreck right now since I found out that the whole GS-04 from our admin office are going to apply for it not to mention they have all been here fr almost 15 to 20 years now, yikes.. I am trying my best not to be too confident about this, it's up to God whoever he chooses to get it. I'm contented with my current work, being in the cash cage handling a big sum of money, I'm the youngest that ever got the GS-04 teller spot back in 2005. A lot of my co-workers said that I was very lucky to get that spot since most of them had to work around 10 years the most just to get promoted. Customer Service is hard work. Well, we can all say that there is no easy job at all, right? plus, it's only a 10 minute drive from our place, avoiding the traffic jam (yeahh) *fingers crossed* but, whoever gets it there will be no hard feelings, I'll still wait for a slot that will be truly mine. ;)